its been awhile.
no new food posts, no new posts about random things.
simply silence.
yet my life hasn't been silent.
its been anything but...
I feel as though my life has been loud lately; loud, excitable, crazy, unpredictable, creative and full of love.
so full of love that i just might burst from the goodness of it.
i gave up caffeinated coffee sometime in march, i used to count the weeks, but somewhere along the way it just didn't seem all that important anymore. then last week i stopped drinking even decaff coffee on a regular basis... yep, me; the person that used to say: " i will never love a man the way i love my morning coffee".
its strange almost, to realize that person is gone now... that i'm someone completely different, yet the same.
it feels good. this peace inside.
it gives me a strength and confidence i didn't know i had, or even had to potential to possess.
it excites me, this change. because i know that God is working, and that i am open to this growth...
to be tender and teachable is all that i want, but i know how stubborn i can be at times...
its a slow process for sure, but, exciting.
everyday is an adventure, and i wake up each morning in anticipation of it...
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