Sunday, October 9, 2011

sleep.

I've been concerned lately, with all the changes going on in my life; new job, new house, my schedule has been up in the air and changing daily. but one thing i have started to notice is how much i have been sleeping..
 and i hate it.
i sleep all the time.
i am tired so much.
what happened to me? i used to be able to be full steam with just 6 or 7 hours and now i can barely get my butt out of bed.
its scaring me.
because its got me wondering.
could i be depressed?
all this tiredness, this sullen feeling?
all these great things are happening in my life, and i should be so excited over all of them. but have i lost my excitement?
where is my Joy
where is my heart?
i'll admit i've strayed. my heart isn't hidden in Christ the way it needs to be.
Could this be God calling me back? all these tears? all these longings for something more?

sometimes i just really really need a good hug.

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