grey

these grey days are getting the best of me i fear...
 i can feel it..
the desire to hibernate, to never get out of bed..
i'm going through an introverted season
 and the extravert that i am doesn't know how to cope..

i'm out of my element...
i don't like being introverted, but its all i want these days.
talking to people, being around people, is draining.
i long for the days of being energized by groups of people, or by just being out in public.
i think its because i've lost my routine...
so this morning, this morning i forced myself to get up, to get out of bed...
and then i met a friend at the gym... and i feel a little more normal...
i'm going to take this slowly, because i don't want to over-load myself...
but i know i can conquer these grey days.. i just have try.